Today is Veteran's Day. The day where people around the country gather to honor the veterans of war.

So shes back, ok I can forgive that, the way she came back I can't. Her reasons for doing what she did I guess through the recent argument on global, was because I wanted to hang out with her. Correct me if I'm wrong, but don't friends hang out? Don't they spend time together? Her other reason; because I said to her roomate to get out of Ireland, if you'll remember Rosalie/John, you were dead at the time and Angie said she had nothing left there. Considering the shit you put people through, my opinion of her leaving hasn't changed, anyone with any brains whatsoever would leave you and cut their loses.

Now the reasons for saying what I did; I wanted to hang out because I THOUGHT you were my friend, I, like many others, enjoy the company of people they care about, too bad your not included anymore in that group. As for the way I felt about you, unlike you, I know what it means to be a friend, to actually care, and to give a damn. Unlike you, I know the difference between love to a lover, and love to a friend.

And for what was said on global; no I do not feel like a hero, and I never did, to suggest that you know the way I think shows just how ignorant of a person you are. I followed through with our agreement, and nothing more. If anything, I now feel ashamed for the way I felt. CJ is right, you don't have any self-respect, self-worth, dignity or any redeeming qualities. I feel dirty for having called you friend, I feel sorry for the people I attacked trying to defend you, and regret the words I used in doing so.

You said you only talked to me because you pitied me, I pity you because you don't know how to live your only life, have fun wasting the one and only true value you have, you are truly pathetic. May your life be as short or as long lived as you wish it to be, I simply no longer care. If you look at my list, you fall under #3 and #4, at least you get a warning.

In case you bother to check this post again, I have paranoia issues, what I told you was a lie, I would have told you otherwise before you ran away like the coward you are and excluded me. My first time was when I was 17, so don't even bother thinking that what you say about my being a virgin bothers me in the least, it just makes me laugh at you. As for living at home, it's because I am in univeristy, trying to build a future, something you wouldn't understand, you have no future. Goodbye and good riddance Rose/John, you pretended you were dead, but to me you still are.

Hello Friends!

I am writing this first to ask for everyone to please STOP!
All we are doing is giving rosie exactly what she wants, attention.
Lets all leave her where she wanted to be DEAD.
I want nothing to do with her and anyone who is involved with her.
I am hurt and disgusted.
I was lied to at the worst time in my life, by someone that called herself my best friend.
But now I just wanted all this to STOP!
We know she is wrong and disgusting but I have to say I want NOTHING more to do with her and I just don't feel she diserves anymore attention from us for this.
I am leaving the posts up because I think it is important for people to see how sick this person is and be aware that when things do not match up you should question it not just accept it.
I also want to be very clear on why I want nothing more to do with the people in game who are taking her back so soon as a friend.
I am disgusted by the fact that they are not making a clear stand against what she did to them.
I am disgusted by thier need to justify her actions with thier need to HELP her.
You can not HELP someone this sick who dosn't even admit there is a problem.
You say that I am being harsh. You say that I forgave Amy. Well Amy did not fake her death for 5 months. I also did not speak to Amy for 6 months after our issue. A day after Rose shows up you all are back in you little group while Rose is trashing all of her "friends" blogs.
I feel sorry for you, that you are that desperate for a friend you would let such a snake back in your life. It is madness. Disgusting and NOT OKAY with me.
Stay away from me, my friends, my game life and my blog life.
Again I ask that you please stop talking about her, to her ext.
Lets not give her the attention she wants so bad.
Thanks to all my real friends both in game and in real life who have been so amazingly understanding, helpful, loving and supportave through all of this.
Off to chemo I go!